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Lada Beseda's single, "Suicide" is about self-reflection

Updated: Apr 20

Lada Beseda released a single titled, "Suicide" on Friday, September 4th, 2020.


What is the meaning behind the single, "Suicide"?


According to a press release provided by Meikhel Philogene, "Suicide is a song aimed at haters. "I cringe when I think about the amount of time I've wasted in my life obsessing and humiliating myself on the endless quest for validation. I created 'suicide' to tell the listeners to stop caring so much about others' opinions and just do what they love", Lada Beseda explains ".


The song is about self-reflection in the sense that she is no longer seeking validation from others. Instead, she is doing what she loves (probably music) without caring about other people's opinions. The way I see it, this song is about the importance of self-love. Therefore, her message to her listeners is that they should love themselves enough to never seek validation from others. They should stay true to themselves.



Why is the single titled, "Suicide"?


The reason why the single is titled, "Suicide" could be derived from the other meaning which is self-destruction or self-murder. From my point of view, the single is titled, "Suicide" because of the consequences of seeking validation from others. Since this track is dedicated to the haters, there is probably a strong meaning behind the single. Lada Beseda had lived her life obsessing and humiliating herself on the endless quest for validation. Therefore, she was committing "suicide" or self-destruction in terms of her identity. She probably regrets it because she almost lost her identity as a person. This is probably why in the lyrics she said:


[Chorus]

"Suicide, it's the way I am living my life

You can do what you do, but you'll never be right

They will find out why to hate you

How to question your mind

Suicide, suicide

I don't have a clue how to live this life

I keep on getting flu, I'll be high all night

I'm trying to see through, but I'm so behind

Suicide, suicide "


The beat seems to start low and then rises to become consistent. Moreover, in the chorus, she sings while in the other verses, she seems to be rapping. She probably sings in the chorus to clearly convey the message that the song is dedicated to the haters.


In a nutshell, the lyrics from the chorus are probably making reference to the haters. Lada Beseda's message is probably that no matter what you do, someone will find a reason to hate you. Therefore, she encourages others to live their lives for themselvesreferring, not for others just like she did. This is why the single, "Suicide" is about self-reflection in terms of the artist, Lada Beseda. She is living her best life without caring what others think about her.


Who is Lada Beseda?


As stated by the information provided by Meikhel Philogene, "Lada Beseda is a singer-songwriter and producer born and raised in Ukraine, but now resides in Miami, Florida. She has garnered attention from countless media outlets such as RESPECT. Magazine, PREME Magazine, and NAKID Magazine. Lada has also acquired a sizable social media following".


More details about, "Suicide" and Lada Beseda are provided by Meikhel Philogene :


Back in April of this year, Lada released a single titled, "Betrayal." The single was self-produced and blended different genres of music. Lada further demonstrates her versatility with "Suicide." "Suicide is a Rap song with hard-hitting, trap sounds. The beat was produced by Balance Cooper. "Although I like producing my own music, the song basically wrote itself when I heard this beat."


Despite the continuance of the pandemic, Lada Beseda has remained active, so fans can continue to update their playlists. She is currently working on several singles and self-directed music videos that she plans to release in the upcoming months.

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